Tuesday. 10.7.03 12:58 am
i understand, i just thought it was what i needed, to not feel any guilt knowing that someone cared, my expressions are honest, i'm not playing around, but im sorry. i know you probably hate me, but i dont blame you. hope you get everything you want out of life. i didn't really think it mattered that much if i were gone. honestly..but i guess it does, or used to anyway. i hope you find someone that loves you as much as i will continue to, and won't speak of things as i have. you deserve better something better, and hope you get it. i'm sorry. ive dug a hole for myself, and now at its deepest expansion that it can withstand, i will go lie in it until i wake up from whats wrong. i care, i just thought it was what i needed...not what i wanted, but what i needed. - Beans
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